Becoming Self-Aware - The Swellers

I can’t see through this transparency

But I guess I’ve been wrong about everything

So should I lie, or dumb myself down to feel okay?

Or do I phone it in awhile until the feeling goes away?

I’m on the outside looking in

And I don’t see you again

You know exactly where I’ve been

Becoming self-aware

Becoming self-aware

I’m thinking

I half believe that I don’t care anymore

Walking like an old man, but feeling immature

We’ve learned we won’t agree on anything

The line drawn in the sand

Rethinking where I’m standing now

And if I’ll ever stand a chance

I know, I know

I could call this home

But I don’t want to make this awkward

I won’t.

I know

I could call this home

But I don’t want to make this awkward anymore