Lucifer Lungs - Theory Hazit, LolliGag

I been feeling suicidal\nIf I do, I die all because of this thing between you and I\nWho am I? I’m a single father because I forfeited the the role of a spouse\nDue to the fact I cannot control my mouth\nI started out gospel rapping but was too preachy\nMy intentions were great, but the message wasn’t reaching\nThe people of the city, so I dumbed it down a little\nEggs all in one basket hoping I could triple my ideals of success\nBut I met her, breathless\nInvited her to my show, put her on the guest list\nBody like Texas, we’re flirting, we’re texting\nThe only thing left is to leave my wife--exit\nShe’s worth it, I’m far from perfect, that’s for certain\nAnd my wife don’t see how making music is equal to working\nFast forward, now all I have is this wicked tongue\nA tattered soul and a pair of lucifer lungs\nIt’s Friday and tonight I have a gig\nUnfortunately it’s the weekend, it’s my turn to have the kids\nI can’t do it--watch the kids, that is\n«You guys are ruining my-- h-how do you expect for me to make it big?!»\nSee, I front on Facebook, showing 'em off posting pics\nLike I’m a good father, but really I’m just full of-- self\nIn reality, they hold me back, I’m doing a show regardless\nI gave away my heart to my new girlfriend, I’m heartless\nHateful words were exchanged like currency\nAnd currently my wife doesn’t want a divorce\nAnd deep down it’s hurting me\nI can’t stand her, so glad I’m up and out, I’m leaving 'em\nTook all my things and moved in with the girl I cheated with\nThen we broke up, more things went off course\nAnd God don’t answer my prayers no more\nFast forward, now all I have is this wicked tongue\nA tattered soul and a pair of lucifer lungs\n«You're doing this for yourself. Blaming everybody but the one person\nresponsible. You’re a coward. Using foul language off in the church,\nyou ought to be ashamed of yourself…»