Miracle - Trophy Eyes

I want to die some inconspicuous way

To have everything mean nothing, would mean everything to me

To die in a way that would hurt my mother the least

To stay out of the papers and off the TV

I wouldn’t bleed out in a bathtub 'cause blood fucking scares me

But i’d jump in front of a car like so many of my friends have

Like the time you took the needle even though it can kill you

And Tom couldn’t sleep for weeks 'cause he had to watch you

What choice did I have when all the men in my family

Thought the only answer all would be swinging from trees

I know that it’s selfish

Punching out early

But who’s gonna miss me?

Who’s gonna miss me?

Who the fuck’s gonna miss me?

Who the fuck’s gonna miss me?