In Control - Victims

Who I was before I can not recall

The man I am today I don’t know

I can not believe

I used to be in control

Now I’m out of reach

But I don’t know for how long

I feel so strong, but I’m so weak

Can’t move on, but I need to leave

Need to stay, but I don’t know why

Need to know, before I die

I can not leave

I need to stay in place

I feel so sick and the darkness stays