Medication - Waking Ashland

Who am I trying to fool

As the night falls upon me

Who am I trying to be

When this leads to nothing

I need some medication

I need your medication

These choices I’ve been making

They make me hate myself

Are you there?

How I long to be with you

Are you there?

Listening to my despair

Standing right at the shore

Knowing life is so much more

I said what she wanted to hear

Pretending that my mind was clear

It’s a lie

How you wept, how you tried

But I never make the time

Here I go once again

Will this ever end?

I need some medication

I need your medication

These choices I’ve been making

They make me hate myself

Are you there?

How I long to be with you

Are you there?

Listening to my despair

Standing right at the shore

Knowing life is so much more

Said what she wanted to hear

Pretending that my mind was clear

Don’t make the call

Into the room

It’s where I fall

Standing right at the shore

Knowing life is so much more

I said what she wanted to hear

Pretending that my mind was clear

Lying, trying to stop this time

I’ll stop this time

One step backward chasing after

A voice inside, A voice inside

That knows