Heat Death - Wishing

Say goodbye

For several weeks at a time

I’m someone else

And this is hell

When we’re on a bed

I hear you say exactly what he says

And tear into pieces

I swear to god you’re the light outside

If you weren’t why am i turning red

When i’m all alone in this empty room

You’re the only one running through my head

Every day i am so ashamed

That i live with thoughts that i can’t control

So when i wake up i am so afraid

That i’ll be this way until the sun explodes

And i don’t want to miss you

I don’t want to miss you

I don’t want to miss you now

I swear to god you’re the light outside

If you weren’t why am i turning red

When i’m all alone in this empty room

You’re the only one running through my head

Every day i am so ashamed

That i live with thoughts that i can’t control

So when i wake up i am so afraid

That i’ll be this way until the sun explodes