Trying Harder - Worst Party Ever

And I’ll find a way to fix things

I don’t understand what your texts mean

I’m hiding my feelings in blue screens

This isn’t how things are meant to be

I understand the pros of

Following you through a crowded house

I sat in the grass with my phone out

I don’t understand all the yelling

(The yelling) accomplishes nothing

I’m stressed cause you’re stressed when you call me

I’m feeding off negative energy

Falling in love with the same scene

Making mistakes isn’t new to me

Anxiety sucks it’s controlling

I miss how we dealt with the old things

When playing in houses was new to me

I was playing in houses with friends I cared about

And I knew you so well