Spellbound - WVNDER

I know I met you at the wrong time

But I can’t schedule my feelings, and I’m no good at dealing with my own mind

And its unconscious decisions that lead to our collision, but it’s alright

That’s how I lie to myself, cause when I begin to wonder, I end up going under

In a spellbind, so I try to remind myself to come back down

I don’t know if I’m ready to show the real me, most people find it overwhelming

Try my best to keep my heart at arms length, but I always seem to find it

hanging out of my sleeve

So I sit, hoping that you’ll commit, but past relapse suggests that it’s all

unlikely

And like before, I just can’t ignore the fire burning me inside

Fall for you early

Watch you run out on me

I can’t hide my worries

You notice everything

I don’t know if I’ll ever fall in love at the right time

So I chose to stay caught up in a white lie

I don’t know that you ever really wanted to be mine

Put on hold, like a letter that you won’t write

So let it go, losing hope, I tumble out of the sunlight

All alone, as I wander through the cold night