The Dark - WVNDER

Indulge 'til I can’t feel no more

Smoke chokes my throat, and then I hit the floor

No, can’t do this anymore

I’ve gone too far, but still I carry on

Hope I don’t wake up tomorrow

Shut off my brain, drug to avoid the sorrow

Cope, another pill to swallow

I numb my pain, but can’t put down the bottle

Will I always be trapped inside?

Or are there ways to leave the mind?

When I was young, never knew why

I just don’t feel right

Since then, I lie awake at night

Can’t sleep through my internal fight

What will my fate be should I die?

Will I find peace beyond this life?

And if I go, will my loved ones be alright?

Call my name in the dark, my name in the dark, so I can find you

Fall like rain from above, show me how to love like I’m designed to

Am I a slave to addiction?

Filling out my own prescription

Never imagined that I’d end up this way

Despite the choices I’ve made

And now I’m living with a foot in the grave

Never learn from my mistakes

Because my sanity has all but decayed

My state of constant disarray

All alone in the shadow I portray

Call my name in the dark, my name in the dark, so I can find you

Fall like rain from above, show me how to love like I’m designed to

Cause I’m bent out of shape from waiting, and I’m so sick always sedating myself

I’m barely hanging on

Carve my name on the wall, if I should be wrong

Indulge 'til I can’t feel no more

Smoke chokes my throat, and then I hit the floor

No, I can’t do this anymore

I’ve gone too far, but still I carry on

Hope I don’t wake up tomorrow

Shut off my brain, drug to avoid the sorrow

Cope, another pill to swallow

I numb my pain