fit for this life - Yesterday, Lil Xtra

I keep it cold, decisive my soul, my bloods gotta stay froze

I keep fucking up, I’ma end up alone, I ain’t fit for this life

Without a couple of vices, someone give me advice

It’s do or die, don’t think twice

I see the same faces everywhere I go

And fuck if I know, the difference between it all

She doesn’t love me when I’m feeling the pain

She fucking hates me for that, I fucking hate myself too

It’s a long hole, you can give it up if you want

I can’t blame you even if I wanted too

And honestly, I wanna believe that I’m better than that

But the truth is I can’t take this back

All these signs I told you

It’s no surprise you’re back to the old you, huh

And I fucking told you, I was never meant to be the one to love and hold you

And I can’t change now, I’m a fucking loner

Just a useless stupid, pissed off stoner

With the weight of the world on my shoulders

23, I feel so much older, the little things I can’t get over

Fucking hate myself, fucking hate these posers

With the killmyself attitude

Never felt sadness until they grew up

And found out they were powerless, fuck

Knew I was stuck since I was a kid

Never good enough to bring happiness

But I can be what you need, if you give me the chance

If you just let me breathe, if you give me some space

If you just let me grieve, I still don’t understand

How this could happen to me, yeah