No More Pain - Z-Ro

No more pain, I’m bout to overdose on it

I ain’t never had no good times, I put my dogs and my locs on it

Chain smoking, cigarettes back to back

Unless I was pillow fighting with the kids, I miss that

But it’s a different day and time, and I’m all alone

With nobody to call my own, different area codes popping up in my phone

Prolly just another hoochie, searching for some sex

It ain’t got nothing to do with me, it’s all about my checks

If it wasn’t for the music, you niggas wouldn’t give me dap

Wouldn’t give a fuck about how I’m doing, it’s all about a rap

Realizing I ain’t nothing, without paper and pen

So Lord forbid I get in a wreck like The D.O.C.

was in

Let me make my mama proud, and she could see me

Cause heaven ain’t too far away from the ghetto, but touching it ain’t easy

God, give me the victory and bring me out the rain

Give me something, to smile about and

(no more pain), somebody tell me what happiness is

Cause I’m sick, of living so low

(in my life), too many problems bottled up inside

I promise, I can’t take it no more

(no more pain), if there’s a brighter day let it come my way

Let me see, the sun shine

(in my life), cause I can’t tell if I’m coming or going out

Just wanna die sometime

First off, I gotta say that I’m thankful for Trae

If I ain’t never told you I love you, I’m telling you today

Cause you made me, keep my head on straight

When I was talking suicide, you made me keep my infrared on safe

Instead of me sleeping outside, you would open your home

And tend to your cousin, even though you had problems of your own

I appreciate you my nigga, it’s deeper than rap

Somebody else, would of wanted to see me fall off track

See I remember, when I couldn’t afford to get a wing dinner

Put my two dollars with yours, and we split a wing dinner

Doing bad, even though we had our albums selling

The distribution company was stacking, but they wasn’t telling us

Steady robbing us blind, with no money flowing

Then we got independent, and we could see our money growing

So maybe now, we could afford to give our people some change

Witnessing nothing but better days, and

Now when I say no more pain, let me explain

Cause God will certainly, fence to happy that can’t be changed

I use to cry when my friends died, but then I realized

I’m the one, who’s still facing hard times

I recall, fiending for my last breath

Cause I was struggling, and still ain’t got what I’m suppose to have yet

As far as these women, I’ve been through so many make-up's just to break up

I’d rather be all alone, when I wake up

No more pain, I’m not insane I’m just hurting

But I been looking for feel good’s, 27 years and still searching

If it ain’t one thang, it’s another

I’m living on memories, when I use to get along with my brother

Since I never been, too much of a man to cry

I shed tears, like it’s a nine to five

So to relieve, pressure from my brain

I try not to give a damn about anything, so I can feel