This Ain't Livin' - Z-Ro

If I ain’t throwing money in the club

They show no love for me in the club

Bitches didn’t want to ride in my 300

But they love the passenger side in my bentley on dubs

Why the fuck I got to ball to be accepted

I’m not a man I’m a Medallion &necklace

Say they my homies but I know they probably rob me and leave a nigga dead

somewhere in texas

Ya’ll motherfuckers fake

Basing friendships of the money that I make

They come around to eat when your tummy got a ache

But when I’m doing bad I promise I see not a face

Goddamn right my nigga these are the prays

Maybe they’ll give a fuck about me when I’m in the grave

Sometime id rather be doin time in the state

At least I know what I’m up against behind the gates

Baby mommas got my daughter seein green

I’m not even a father I’m a atm machine

They never call me to see how I’m doing

It’s just we need this and we need that

I wish I can let it ring

Sometime I wish I never wrote my first song

They wouldn’t know who I was and they would had left me alone

Sometime I be like lord I’m ready you can call me home

Can’t take it here no more I would rather be gone

Ya’ll motherfuckers fake

Basing friendships of the money that I make

They come around to eat when your tummy got a ache

But when I’m doing bad I promise I see not a face

Goddamn right my nigga these are the prays

Maybe they’ll give a fuck about me when I’m in the grave

Sometime id rather be doin time in the state

At least I know what I’m up against behind the gates (Yeah)

Same nigga used to drive a fixed up fleetwood

Today his shoes don’t even cover his feet good

A nice neighbourhood to a spot under the freeway

It’s hard to ball but to fall off is so easy

When you’re doing good it’s so many people down with you

Even when you’re doing nothing they just hang around with you

But let the lights go off and the water stop running

Visits turn to phonecalls and the phonecalls stop coming

Fuck the z-ro shit my name joseph wayne nigga

But if I wouldn’t z-ro would they give a fuck if I came nigga

All the bullshit I go through I guess I’m who to blame nigga

And I’m fucked up hard about it ain’t gonna never change nigga