Behind Closed Doors - Barrier

I want nothing more than to fill the hole inside my heart

Or else in my head, shoot me dead

Because the pain never leaves

I want to lie with the deceased

And rid my self of all these thoughts that circle me

But then again

In the end

That’s what brought me here initially

One man, two souls

He leads, I follow

One man, two souls

He leads, I follow

I’m left to deal

With wounds that won’t heal

And only I know

The way the blood flows inside my veins

Could this be my last night

Amongst the pains of sight?

There’s the man that you see with the innocent face

Then there’s the man that I feel

Who’s made a mess of the place

My place, my home

Where I’m left to be alone

It’s the last thing I had to myself

Now his hands plaster my bones

Theres a stench in my soul

As my gut rots

This lack of faith in control

Nothing makes sense

My heads in my hands

There are fractures and dents

And I don’t know which wall to throw it against

The ones who can’t think or breathe

Will make the best of company

A family who would want the same for me

A bed of wooden sheets

Drill into my brain

Please just this once treat me like you would the mentally insane

Strap me down, fix me, fix me

Make me believe

That I’m one step closer to sanity

One step closer to finally getting my closure

The ones who can’t think or breathe

Will make the best of company

A family who would want the same for me

A bed of wooden sheets

A bed of wooden sheets