Black Sheep - Barrier

Stop asking the questions

If all I get back is rejection

If I hear that bullshit coming out of your mouth

I’ll fucking rip your teeth out, rip your teeth out

Mental, psychotic

I think I’ve finally lost it

You stab each others' backs in private

You deny it

The only way that I can still feel

Is to see the hate in my eyes is real

Your world’s a living hell

This broken home is hectic

You close your eyes

Picture the perfect man

Hide in that lie

Hide in that lie

You said this house means give and take

But I feel like I’ve sold my soul for your sake

You watch my every move

Unaccepting of what I do

A leash chained to my throat

No slack so you can watch me choke

I’m not meant to be yours

A fucking black sheep

knee deep in the pressure

of living in your dreams

How could I ever follow in your footsteps?

I’m fucking drowning in the puddles that they left

The worst part is

My heart’s on my sleeve

And yours

I’ve yet to see

You want respect?

Then you’ll give it back

I refuse to take these hits

Family doesn’t work like that

You think it’s okay

To treat your flesh and blood this way

You think it’s okay

To treat your flesh and blood this way