Gone - Cam Meekins

I just wish I just wish for the days when I was younger

Cuz I don’t even know what we did last summmer

And everybody was lookin' at me and there was nothing wrong

Ya boy back on his game, just when you thought he turned his back on the game

Put out the illest fuckin' CD that I ever even made

I still got ghosts and demons that Ima fight with

Still ain’t close to clean, look how I write shit

Pen game messy, call me don’t ever text me

Beat swings so much, young dizzy go lispey

Write with the best of them

Hated by all the rest of them

But back in high school they wouldn’t even have sex with him

Don’t you know I’m like the next big thing

I’m contemplating whether I was even made for this dream

But young Cam givin' up, thats never gon' be the rhyme

But young Cam blowin' up, its about damn time

Uh

I’m sittin' thinkin' about the choices I’m makin'

Cuz everybody got swag, I got high expectations

Low self esstem and a couple matching shirts

I walk the city streets, but with my beats kickin' dirt

And I

Try to keep it positive cuz in mind the only place that I can change the way

I’m living

Get inside, uh

I just wish I just wish for the days when I was younger

Cuz I don’t even know what we did last summmer

And everybody was lookin' at me and there was nothing wrong

Why every rapper in the game gotta talk about their de niro’s

Just cuz you get paid don’t make you a fuckin' hero

Doc told us we was too skinny look in the mirror’o

I talk about that real shit, I’m munchin' on my cereal

I’m back and forth, all the time with my ryhmes

Young schizophrenic, with my rap shit forget it

I got a couple bitches I don’t get to text and

I’m stuck up in the friend zone, just blame it on a dead zone

Don’t get it twisted like illiterate rappers

Make that shit you bump to while you sittin' in traffic

Modern man in the flesh, steady bottlin' up my stress

Let it all out on the page, the bass hits your chest, uh

Until you fall off of a cliff or kill yourself

Cuz of the bullshit, I hope you can remember I’m on some bullshit

Before you rap, let me stutter on the track

Before you tell that girl you love her

Grab a rubber its the summer, uh

I just wish I just wish for the days when I was younger

Cuz I don’t even know what we did last summmer

And everybody was lookin' at me and there was nothing wrong