Say That You're Leaving - Cam Meekins, JZAC

So you say that you’re leaving

But Ima care for you one time

I know it’s hard for you to believe it

You say it’s barely on my mind

I feel like I’ve seen a lot of things

Through my eyes I’m blind, step into my mind and what you’ll find I’ve confined

since adolescence

I’ve been buying time

I moved you out, you went to college

And now you graduated had a baby and I called this

And you called me crazy so I had to skate and find my calling

Threw out all my clothes and I moved all of my things to California

I almost married you, and shout out Erica I know she had them feelings too

I’m staying on the move, my brothers need some new shoes

She said I never stay committed

Remember pulling over on the highway just to hit it from the back

I know you like that, that’s your favorite shit

I’m having trouble with my mind it’s always changing shit

Cause see we don’t know how to love

Nobody set an example

I’m moving far from home

This world is lonely making my hands full

Choosing fame and money, I ain’t got the time for that

The devils got a hold of me but I’ll get it back

Cause you could take the diamond chains

But you can’t ever take the pain

Seeing the children that’s growing up, it’s not the same

Our world isn’t ready for love

I think we need some time to heal

I’m tryna remind myself today I need some time to feel

Cause I still miss waking up next to you

It’s got me texting you

But Nah I don’t be stressing you when I could be undressing you

Let’s take it back, you said I never really cared

I wanna show you why I’m really still there

So you say that you’re leaving

But Ima care for you one time

I know it’s hard for you to believe it

You say it’s barely on my mind

And I ain’t -- focused on all they opinions of us

But what’s the deal?

cause my momma keep on bringing you up

She keep on throwing your name in conversations again

I know you waited on me, I see your patience is thin

I checked your socials, don’t you lie I know you dating again

I seen this story before

Shit I hate how it ends

I put my life into music

I’ve been watching it grow

You mentioned space then I went and moved the opposite coast

I’m really good at acting like I got it under control

We just ain’t kids anymore

Ain’t getting younger, you know?

I got a laundry list of things that left me tired up

And arguments that left me fired up

A fuel in the flame but who is to blame

Guess when all said and done I hope that you entertain

She out the door and she saying that she leaving

Shit and she ain’t even give a reason guess we even

So you say that you’re leaving

But Ima care for you one time

I know it’s hard for you to believe it

You say it’s barely on my mind

You say it’s barely on my mind

Getting high like all the time

And no doubt that we will shine

We make it out we’ll be just fine