and - Eden

And this is just another sad song

I can’t deny that I’ve been needing one

And that the world is always at fault

And we did nothing, how did we do wrong?

And I’ve been thinking that when we thought

The world would break us that we weren’t wrong

But it’s just never been the world outside

And sonder kinda has me terrified

And I’m so sorry I can’t find the time

Spent all my days over-preoccupied

And I’ve been thinkin' 'bout how I’d react

If you were me and I was ghosted out

And I know I should try more

But I’ve been so caught in my own small shit that I can’t see

Past the nothing around me here

But I’ve been trying really fuckin' hard not to try so hard

Really fuckin' hard to just let go

Really fuckin' hard not to try so hard

And realize I’ve nowhere left to go