Make It Through Fall - Lil Xtra

You said one day it would work out

I guess I feel a little worse now

I won’t stay in bed, she won’t come out

Okay, I feel a little worse now

Thought you were unattainable

But we’re just unsustainable

I barely made it through summer

These days our days are numbered

'Cause winter’s cold and I am weak

But I won’t call so we won’t speak

'Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep

And you don’t care at all

'Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend

Or even try to let me in

So you get high and I’ll pretend

We’ll make it through the fall

I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams

Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be

Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?

Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out

I hope one day you get let down

To crash the car with no seatbelt

So you know exactly how I felt

This cul-de-sac has got memories

I hate the way that you see me

10/17 I will confess

I fucked up again, what I do best

'Cause you won’t teach and I won’t learn

And you’ve got nowhere else to turn

So light this bridge and watch it burn

Like it was never there

Then find your next and I’ll find mine

I hear this happens all the time

Live your life and I’ll be fine

I’ll act like I don’t care

'Cause I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams

Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be

Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?

Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

'Cause I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams

Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be

Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?

Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

It’s whatever

Whatever