White Awake - THePETEBOX

I will wait, when will you come?

Yeah my heart is on the shelf

But I don’t know the monster I become

Now I sit and face him all alone

Oh and here I will remain till you return

Until then I’m comin', yeah I’m comin' down

The last of my money is in my hands

And oh how that mirror it doesn’t lie

Cause now I know you’ve come inside my home

Oh my heart is slower now, it won’t slow down

I didn’t want to stay with you forever

But now you’ve carved your name inside my soul

I can’t look the other way, oh

We’d fly all through the night and dance together

And my heart did race we’re nose to nose

I can’t look the other way

You know I always miss you when you’ve gone

And you know that feeling we make I don’t want it to fade out

Want it to fade out

But you lied when you said that you never wanted to take

You wanted to take

And I know that I’ve got to leave this all behind

I didn’t want to stay with you forever

But now you’ve carved your name inside my soul

I can’t look the other way, oh

We’d fly all through the night and dance together

And my heart did race we’re nose to nose

I can’t look the other way

I found myself standing there at the crossroads

How I got here nobody knows

But a storm is brewin' and the time is comin'

I can feel my mind race to the line I’m runnin'

You’re there but I ain’t scared

Got my wits about me and I’ve come prepared

With my pen in my hand I got my master plan

Cause if I get this all down I got the upper hand

I see you, the dark side of me

Every day trynna' take the best of me

Every way fightin' with the rest of me

And if I let you be you’ll be the death of me

But fuck that, I ain’t havin' that

Cause this is my life, I’m gonna take it back

Spent too many years in this circus act

Now I’m ready to fight, you gotta face the fact

Whatever you are I kick you back to the dust

Following my path in myself I trust

A new me shedding off your bogus force

Always lookin' at the light

In control of my thoughts

You’re the dark figure always at my heels

But now I know just how fucking good it feels

To finally divorce from this world of fiction

And to cut my ties from you

I didn’t want to stay with you forever

But now you’ve carved your name inside my soul

I can’t look the other way, oh

We’d fly all through the night and dance together

And my heart did race we’re nose to nose

I can’t look the other way