The Weight - Cam Meekins

Sometimes I wonder if I find you, find you in something

The weight, I just can’t feel it

The weight, I just can’t feel it

The weight, I just can’t feel it

Oh no, oh no

Yeah

Yo

I wish we could go back to simple times when I would wonder

'Cause these are different times, I’m going in and out of comfort

I feel the winter coming, I’m just waiting for the summer

For now I’m blowing diesel in the whip, ain’t talking hummer

Gorilla glue gettin' heavy on my eyes, I’m in that slumber

Feel like I’m flyin' closer to the sun, and now I’m sun-burnt

Tequila pouring, in and out of shows, I think I want her

We dipped off in the back, it was a rap, but I don’t love her

Had dreams of buying porches, now I’m thinking bout «What color?»

'Cause even when they hate me, I’m just uppin' all my numbers

Just got the Coop from Westbrook, so shout out to the thunder

I lost a couple homies that I love, that was a bummer

They talkin' bout me, well I think I got next

So much in my mind, don’t fuck around, this shit is complex

I ain’t got the Source covers, I ain’t got the Complex

I just need to make a couple videos and not stress

Got a couple bad hoes I wish I did not text

They ain’t gettin' me closer to money, they just want sex

Got a little cash now, more I gotta protect it

They wanna be like me, they see the necklace

I was like: on my last dollars, just schemin' on them Em’s

Asking Cas to stay on couches, I was cleanin' shit for rent

Now I’m thinking Calabasas for the real estate invest

On the phone with tax accountants, I ain’t realize what I spent

Bad thing from Costa Rica, she been in and out my mind

Been on the grind since '08, and I’m thinkin' it’s my time

I used to weigh my self down, but I finally found that pride

Just wanna give a shout out to the homies that supplied

I’m thinking 'bout the low points in my life, I almost died

When I was skippin' classes, breaking down, I almost cried

But then I leveled up 'cause of what I had inside

You gotta put that work in when that vision come alive

Sometimes I wonder if I find you, find you in something

The weight, I just can’t feel it

The weight, I just can’t feel it

The weight, I just can’t feel it

Oh no, oh no

Yeah

Feel like the meaning of life is just doing what you love and just finding a

way to make it work.

Take out all those distractions and shit they want you to

focus on.

When really, you only really have a few things you need to execute on,

just focus on that shit.

Put your blinders on and just go, you know what I’m

sayin'?

I’m just finna buy some diamonds 'cause I know that I can

It’s more a statement to myself that showing off for the 'gram

Feel like the underdog, finally turning into the champ

I use to be the kid in high school smoking weed in the stands

Just keep the circle close, never tryin' to expand

'Cause they be actin' like they innocent with blood on they hands

Just keep your head up, 'cause the government be sunnin' you fam

I know you fed up, I won’t let up, I’mma do what I can

Feel like I made mistakes, she wanna talk it out

But I’m just walking out, 'cause I don’t know exactly which mistakes she

talkin' bout

I think I gotta find myself before I’m lost

I know I gotta pay the price but I don’t know the cost

It’s hard to build relationships when I be off the sauce

So I’ma sober up and come back like the fuckin' boss

Yeah, authentic, this wine cellar isn’t rented

Been sinnin', I’m repentin', I’m sendin' blesses to heaven

Sometimes I wonder if I find you, find you in something

The weight, I just can’t feel it

The weight, I just can’t feel it

The weight, I just can’t feel it

Oh no, oh no

Yeah

(Yeah, yeah man. Just gotta keep going, keep flowing. My whole life,

as Logic said, man: «I don’t even know anything else», I ain’t never had

anything else, man.

This is it.

Yeah.)

When I say «Lamp""ya'll say «City»!

Lamp, City

Lamp, City

When I say «Lamp», ya’ll say «City»!

Lamp, City

Lamp, City